I wanna validate my feeling. I get hurt with bad words you've said. If it is comes from other people, i will get hurt too. Not just because it's from you.
I don't wanna make you special anymore. Every gesture that you make around me, not make me awake anymore. Not wake up any sense. Not wake me up as sleepy as I feel. Clearly can moving without forget how to breathe. I do not want to talk about it anymore. We meet as we meet with other people. With other stranger.
I do not know you, as i think i know. Actually, i know nothing about you. We may stand in the same room of time, separated with wall of interest. We move in parallel and never intersect. That is how we now. We are not meant to be together. We are not us.
So i rest my case from always feel gloomy and shady when think about what happen to us. I believe we still can fix it. But i cannot work it, alone.